HORROR?YES!

Semalam terjadi peristiwa yang sangat horror. Niat di hati nak menenangkan hati sendiri gara-gara tak reti nak memujuk orang merajuk (Encik Cool Daddy, plis jangan merajuk dengan I lagi T_T) In the end, aku pulak yang trauma sendiri. Pagi semalam seronok lah pergi toys'r'us melayan kanak-kanak kat OU. Haha sangat kelakar ok, padahal tak kenal pon budak-budak tu. Tapi bila tengok diorang gelak ketawa, aku pun jadi seronok sekali. Tihihi. There goes one part.

So lepas solat zohor, tiba-tiba rasa nak pegi Sunway Pyramid nak beli buku. Aku pon taktau kenapa nak pegi sangat ke Pyramid tu padahal kat OU siap ada double story MPH lagi. lol. So I just drove there and dah la nak cari parking setengah jam, last-last ambil valet service je. So there, I did my window shopping, cuci mata and layan BR sorang-sorang. Seronok OK makan ice cream sorang-sorang rupanya! Takde orang interrupt cakap nak mintak sikit. lol

Lepas tu, terus lah masuk Popular Bookshop where I spent two hours there reading. Tiba-tiba tengah ralat baca buku tu, datang lah seorang mamat ni duduk depan aku, still buat bodoh lagi. Sampai la dia tegur aku, "May I sit here?" Aku tengok muka macam Indian, tapi kat tangan dia ada buku Hadith-hadith Nabi. Aku jawab la, "Sure." Public area kot,takkan nak halang pulak kan? But actually what I did was wrong. Mamat Pakistan ni dah start ajak berborak pulak. Aku dah cuak gila dah sebab dia ajak aku tengok movie. Terus aku jawab, "Sorry I don't like to watch movie." hahaha. Padahal pantang ada movie baru keluar! And then tak putus asa ajak dinner pulak. Aduyai terus aku seram sejuk menggigil-gigil. Haih taktau nak buat apa. Terus teringat Encik Cool Daddy.

Dalam terketar-ketar tu aku terus bbm Encik Cool Daddy mintak dia call aku sekarang! Once Encik Cool Daddy call je, terus aku bangun rasa nak nangis weh. Terketar-ketar aku cakap sampai Encik Cool Daddy tak faham. So bila dah cerita semua, Encik Cool Daddy cakap, "Go to security now!" Tapi aku tak gerak lagi sebab macam cuak gila. Siap kena marah dengan Encik Cool Daddy lagi semalam suruh terus balik T_T

So aku pun terus keluar cari security and mintak diorang escort bawak pegi kereta. Woh!! serious cuak!! Tak pernah rasa takut macam tu. Haih~ Kenapalah aku selalu jadi mangsa Pak Arab and Pakistan. Dulu masa belajar kat Matriks Melaka pernah jugak sorang mamat Arab belajar kat MMU ni dok kacau-kacau aku. Aku cerita kat Puan Bonda terus Puan Bonda warning, "Kang dia bawak lari ke Arab kang, baru awak tau!Confirm awak tak boleh balik Malaysia dah!"

Bila sampai je rumah semalam terus rasa relieved. Alhamdulilllah takde apa-apa yang buruk jadi. Betul lah cakap Encik Pundak. Sebab tula dalam Al-Quran Allah dah cakap, perempuan kena keluar dengan mahram. Kalau keluar sorang-sorang macam ni la jadinya..

Syukur Alhamdulillah. Encik Cool Daddy cakap, kat Pyramid memang dah selalu jadi kes-kes macam ni. Alaa.. Mana I tau. Kalau tau, takdela jadi kan.. :( and so sorry I kacau your time dengan your son.

To Encik Cool Daddy, I know that you wouldn't read this but if accidentally u did, I wanted to say thank you so much!! I really appreciate it. And I'm sorry about last week. I shouldn't say that to you. I know I hurt you by saying those things. Tapi macam apa yang I cakap lah, I takut. Tu je.. I'm not sure if we can be like before but I really hope for it. I miss the calls, I miss the messages, I miss the hangouts. It hurts to see you suffer; physically and mentally.

I don't know.. But seriously I missed all of them. I know after all you've been through, you still hurt and I know that you are still waiting. But all I wanted is for you to be happpyyyy :D Sometimes we can't get what we want right? Like apa yang I cakap semalam if you want me to stop then I'll stop, only if it makes you happy. Just tell me and I will be glad to do it :)) and I wouldn't ask you much nanti you ingat I budak-budak lagi :(